I must be looking for something...something sacred I lost.

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 02:32:09 GMT

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Low
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Moderate
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Test

HAHA

Thu, 10 Feb 2005 02:03:22 GMT

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Likeliness you'll graduate: 22%

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Fri, 28 Jan 2005 03:15:29 GMT

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 20:14:51 GMT

Love and Sex With Your Friends by dannygrl0129
Username
Sex
Favorite Color
Love of your life:	userofthename
Best sex of your life:	fuckyouall5204
Will make you come 1000 times:	aralna
Will break your heart:	paperbagwriter
Best Kisser:	hhalligator
Best cuddler:	canofmayo
You secretly dream of:	burkshifter
But this person dreams of you:	megs4president
Will handcuff you and screw you silly:	camelgypsy816

Quiz created with MemeGen!

ABOUT YOU
Your full name:: Kala I'm in a sarcastic mood Kachmar
Age:: 71
Height:: 5'7"
Natural hair colour:: black as the night
Eye colour:: brown
Number of siblings:: 3
Glasses/contacts?:: Contacts and glasses
Piercings:: Ears
Tattoos:: a cobra on my left asscheek
Braces?:: no

FAVOURITE
Color:: maroon
Band:: journey, survivor
Song:: follow you down/Gin Blossoms
Video game:: super mario bros. for SNES
Movie:: When Harry Met Sally
Book:: Wuthering Heights
Food:: Rice.
Game on a cell phone:: snake.
CD cover:: hmm... -thinks- Gensis-- Bring it on again: The Hits
Flower:: rose
Scent:: boy
Animal:: dolp[hin
Comic book:: N/A, my friends, N/A
Cereal:: cheerios
Website:: www.rockonthenet.com
Cartoon:: Hey Arnold

DO YOU
Play an instrument?:: nop[e
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: jesus, no. I don't know if there'd be enough Golden Girl's episodes! (Well, there are seven seasons..)
Like to sing?:: yes, it's fun. I was singing through this water cannon at work the other day. it's kinda like a megaphone.
Have a job?:: yes
Have a cell phone?:: yes
Like to play sports?:: yes
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: no
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: yes
Have any special talents/skills?:: I minipulate.
Excercise daily?:: I should.
Like school?:: yesee
Sing the alphabet backwards?:: yes I can
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: not like a ballerina would
Speak any other languages?:: nope
Go a day without food?:: helllll no!
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yep
Roll your tongue?:: for food
Eat a whole pizza?:: yes

HAVE YOU EVER
Snuck out of the house?:: yeah, kinda
Cried to get out of trouble?:: yes
Gotten lost in your city?:: nope
Seen a shooting star?:: yes
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yes
Had a serious surgery?:: no
Stolen something important to someone else?:: nope
Solved a rubiks cube?::
Gone out in public in your pajamas?::yes
Cried over a girl?:: yes
Cried over a boy?:: yeah
Kissed a random stranger?:: not really
Hugged a random stranger?:: yeah
Been in a fist fight?:: the sibs/
Been arrested?:: Nope
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: nope
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: hahaha, yeah
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: nope
Swore at your parents?:: yep
Been to warped tour?:: nope
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: yep
Been in love?:: yep
Been close to love?:: ^
Been to a casino?:: obviously this survey wasn't made by someone in Southeastern CT
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: FRANK!
Broken a bone?:: yes
Gotten stitches?:: nope
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: nope
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: it would make me sick!
Made homemade muffins?:: from the package
Bitten someone?:: yeah
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: yep
More than 5 times?:: nope
Been to niagra falls?:: yep, as a kid
Burped in someones face?:: yes
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yes, and damnit, the vaccine came out 5 years later

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU
Brushed your teeth:: this morning
Went to the bathroom:: a while ago, which reminds me...
Saw a movie in theaters:: umm I don't remember. not too long ago. meet the fockers probably.
Read a book:: not that recently
Made fun of someone:: yesterday
Tripped in front of someone:: not usually
Went to the grocery store:: maybe a month ago
Got sick:: a few months ago

PICK ONE
Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: white
Lights on/lights off:: on
TV/movie:: The Golden Girls, Chick flicks
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: Spray
Cash/check:: check card!
Pillows/blankets:: blankets
Headache/stomach ache:: headache
Paint/charcoal:: Paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: Chinese
Summer/winter:: Summer
Snow/rain:: Rain
Fog/misty:: Misty
Rock/rap:: Rock
Meat/vegetarian:: MEAT!
Boy/girl:: boys
Chocolate/vanilla:: chocolate

Sprinkles/icing:: icing
Cake/pie:: cake
French toast/french fries:: French fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: strawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: ocean; i work by a pool everyday
Hugs/kisses:: hugs!
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
Wallet/pocket:: pocket
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: ... neither?
Pink/purple:: purple
Cat/dog:: Dog
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: short
Pants/shorts:: shorts
Winter break/spring break:: Spring Break
Spring/autumn:: autumn
Clouds/clear sky:: Clear sky
Moon/mars:: Moon

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
funny?:: occasionally
pretty?:: somewhat
sarcastic?:: never
lazy?:: yes
hyper?:: sometimes
friendly?:: yes
evil?:: i can be
smart?:: i'm not stupid
strong?:: yeah
talented?:: not really
dorky?:: maybe

FOR OR AGAINST
suicide:: against
love:: for
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: for
war:: depends
canada:: for
united states:: for
rock music:: for
gay marriage:: for
school:: for
surveys:: for
parents:: for
cars:: for
killing:: against
britney spears:: against
coffee:: for
pants:: for

WOULD YOU EVER
Sky dive?:: Yeah
Play strip poker?:: i have (with watches and sockS!)
Run away?:: yeah, to the neighbor's
Curse at a teacher?:: nope
Not take a shower for a week?:: no.
Ask someone out?:: maybe
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: never
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: maybe
Go scuba diving?:: not after seeing "Open Water"
Write a book?:: if i had time
Become a rockstar?:: no
Have casual sex?:: nah, not my deal

Anyways, today = very boring day.

Haha

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 03:11:44 GMT

I decided that the entry originally at this post was dumb, so I changed it!

This is much better:

Set Free 05: How do I know thee? Let me count the ways. ;-)
seastar087: lmfao!
seastar087: "let me count"
seastar087: remember?!?!
-bobs head up and down, violently-
Set Free 05: ...DIE
Set Free 05: Who wrote it? ;-)
seastar087: elizabeth brown baker
seastar087: banet
seastar087: barrett
Set Free 05: Barrett Browning.
Set Free 05: Close. ;-)

An interesting day!

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 02:28:07 GMT

Today was fun!

Chris, Bryce, Zack, Jackie and I hung out. We went to Lisbon Wal-Mart, followed by the Green Onion in Lisbon. It was pretty good. The highlight of that was probably when Bryce spilled his shells and sausage (in tomato sauce), all over the car floor. It was pretty damned hilarious. They joked about it being there for me to snack on when I get hungry!!!

Anyway, when we got back to Jackie's house, I tried to pull into the driveway, but I got stuck. The car was stuck in the snow. Yes, whoever shoveled the driveway did a SHITTY job, and I mentioned that a few hours prior to this event. Thankfully, my mother bought me grip things to put under my tires in case I ever got stuck. With those, a shovel, some advice from Bryce (the non-driver), and a few tries, my car was out.

Inside we hung around and talking, as usual. Quote from Jackie, "Chris has the most gorgeous eyes ever!" (yes, I probably screwed the quote up). How "truthful," yet ironic those words are. That was the highlight after the car incident. I think I laughed for a good five minutes. I also laughed for a good five minutes when Bryce made arson dance. That was funny.

Brought Jackie to work after. Went to Best Buy. Bought "Miss Congeniality" (only because it will go up by $10+ when the second one comes out in a few months).

But yes, I had a good day.

Here's the link to my photos, where you can find pictures from today (at about 10:30 when they're done downloading). The album is called "Jan 24 pics."

http://pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/spark111@snet.net/my_photos

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 17:59:57 GMT

I'm bored.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Kala
2.
3.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. seastar087
2. hitman837
3. berrymist11

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my boobs
2. my personality
3. my dark features

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
well, I don't really hate anything about myself, but I guess
1. my hairiness
2. my temper
3. my shrek feet

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Lebanese
2. Irish
3. German

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. anything to do with the paranormal
2. being alone
3. having no food in the house

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. car
2. food
3. friends

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. mu polar bear/penguin PJ pants that were 10 bucks at Kohls
2. My Swimming ECC's shirt
3. fuzzy flippers from Alaska

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Survivor
2. Genesis
3. Journey

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. The search is over- Survivor
2. Hey jealousy- Gin blossoms
3. Valerie- Steve Winwood

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1. get back into shape
2. save money
3. have more good times with friends

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. Trust
2. being comfortable around eachother
3. passion

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1. I'm hungry
2. I like Phil Collins
3. There's no snow on the ground

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. strong hands... I hate dinky woman hands on a man!
2. eye intensity
3. overall cleanliness

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. stop eating
2. live without The Golden Girls
3. stop listening to music

I know what Jackie can't do: not make any literary references for a day!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. swimming
2. music (listening, looking up, discovering, burning)
3. taking pictures and making slideshows of them

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. go somewhere, but there's snow
2.
3.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. public relations
2. ambassador of a small country off the coast of nowhere
3. the pope

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Bermuda (oh wait, I am!)
2. Switzerland
3. any other tropical place

THREE KID'S NAMES
1. Alivia
2. Tyler
3. Hannah

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Create something to revolutionize the way mankind makes sandwiches
2. Break into the Vatican, seize the pope with my hands and say, "Jesus lives on!" (Jesus= pronounced Hay-zuess)
3. fall in love with someone it would never work out with, have short lived but passionate adventure with him, and then always regret letting him go

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW OR DIE PAINFULLY
1. Jackie
2. Zack
3. Krystyn

Give it a shot...

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 23:47:50 GMT

Try this. Be honest; don't cheat.

Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random, and play.
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 25 songs that play.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from.
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly.

1. Cigars in the summertime under the sky by the light I can feel you read my mind

2. I wish I could just make you turn around, Turn around and see me cry

X She rocked out to wham/Not a big Limp Bizkit fan

4. The sun's still shining in the big blue sky/But it don?t mean nothing to me/Oh let the rain come down/Let the wind blow through me

5. But now that you've come back/Turned night into day/I need you to stay

6. I know I can't change the way you feel/I leave you with your misery/A friend who won't betray/I pull you from your tower/I take away your pain

7. So when you remember the ones who have lied/Who said that they cared/But then laughed as you cried/Beautiful darling, don?t think of me

8. There's a pale moon in the sky/The kind you make your wishes on/Like the light in your eyes/The one I built my dreams upon

X On a dark desert highway, cool wind in my hair/Warm smell of colitas, rising up through the air

10. Holding hands meant somethin' baby/Outside the club cherry bomb/Where our hearts were really thumpin'

X And I'm wondering what you're dreaming/Wondering if it's me you're seeing

12. Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head/You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread

13. I know where beauty lives/I?ve seen it once, I know the warm she gives/The light that you could never see/It shines inside, you can't take that from me

14. So you're scared and you're thinking that maybe we ain't that young anymore/Show a little faith, there's magic in the night/You ain't a beauty, but hey you're alright

15. You woke up screaming aloud; a prayer from your secret god/You feed off our fears and hold back your tears

X Love, or something ignites in my veins

17. Well you came and opened me/And now there's so much more I see/And so by the way I thank you

18. And the way I feel now I guess I?ll be with you till the end/Guess I'm on my way/
I?m mighty glad you stayed

19. You said you didn't need me in your life/I guess you were right/Well I never meant to cause you no pain/But it looks like I did it again

20. When everything feels all over/When everybody seems unkind/I'll give you a four-leaf clover/Take all the worry out of your mind

X O' beautiful, for spacious skies/But now those skies are threatening/They're beating plowshares into swords/For this tired old man that we elected king/Armchair warriors often fail/And we've been poisoned by these fairy tales

22. Then good luck it finally stuck like lightning from the blue/Every highway leading me back to you

X And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it."/And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got."

X I felt so symbolic yesterday/If I knew Picasso, I would buy myself a gray guitar and play

25. Life is glowing inside you and me/Please take my hand, here where I stand/Won't you come out and dance with me

Good luck.

Thu, 13 Jan 2005 19:15:42 GMT

You Are 28 Years Old

28

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 01:33:29 GMT

You scored as Buddhist.

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Christian

75%

Buddhist

75%

Jewish

75%

Cult

60%

Anarchist

50%

Catholic

50%

Religion
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Wed, 05 Jan 2005 18:58:53 GMT

You Are a Warrior Soul

You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating.
You don't give up. You're committed and brave.
Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle.
Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog.

You are picky about details and rigorous in your methods.
You also value honesty and fairness a great deal.
You can be outspoken, intimidating, headstrong, and demanding.
You're a hardliner who demands the best from themselves and others.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 18:50:38 GMT

Your Element Is Fire

Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.

You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.

Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.

What's Your Element?

Oh look at me! I learned stuff!!!

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 21:58:39 GMT

What I learned in 2004

Living up the summer is a great remedy for boredom and worry

The best conversations are those held in commuter parking lots

Nobody needs D channel. Coffee wins

It is difficult to admit the truth; it's even more difficult if you're Jackie and you're stubborn

My mother will never change

I do not need a boy to be happy

Alan Donahue is the funniest person I know

Back to back episodes of The Golden Girls is a perfect way to spend the day.

80s Music is God

When one refers to chips at the mention of poker, they don't mean Tostitos

Mrs. Grant is very temperamental

Letting someone get to you is letting that someone win

There are so many good kissers out there

Don't trust navy boys!

It must suck being a veagan

We have all grown up so much, yet we are still kids

Express doesn't go up to size 14 anymore

Clay Aiken, Gavin DeGraw, and John Mayer are the best male singers under the age of 30

Parting isn't always a bad thing

Subway isn't as good as D'angelos

Being in a relationship doesn't always have to come with the package deal. Sometimes trying something less intense is more fun

The Lord of the Rings is good for only one thing

Acorn Acres is not a good place to work.

I am comfortable in my skin

Only at Dairy Queen must one pay for extra sauce

The best moments are spontaneous and unplanned

Lying around with friends on Jackie's $3,000 couch with Ugs is a fulfilling experience

Elton John was knighted. That's why he's a "Sir"

Memories are irreplaceable, and I never want to forget those of this year

Applying to college is stressful

Jennings is the shit

10.46 is a referentless pronoun

The Beatles are overrated

I now know what a split infinitive is

Mallory Kydd is nothing but dumb and hair

I've learned to question the sexuality of certain married individuals

I have 33.3% of a life

Pootah means so much, yet so little

The phone rings when someone tells a dull story

A spoon to the head results in blood loss

I know how to analyze a movie (and even take notes)

I've learned to like people before disliking them

Love/friendship can be found in the most unexpected places

Best Buy keeps some DVDs (like Twister) by the checkout line

The more I know, the less I understand

I let out my emotions through music

The YMCA is a good place to work

It's okay to date someone shorter than me

You're not allowed to take pictures in Wal-Mart

Marybeth and I have similar eating habits

High School is definitely worth the effort

Jackie likes little squishy fries

The Nanny and The Golden Girls are the best shows ever made

Popping a zit is one of the most relieving experiences (besides taking a shit)

George Michael's new CD Patience is complete shit

Those who don't know what side of the U.S. the west coast is on, should DIE

I know how to refill my wiper fluid

Handle things as they come to you; why worry ahead of time?

A flashlight is the answer to removing ALL the stuffing from the turkey

Cardboard boxes' have no personality. Especially one that goes to our school

One must run their red NFA shorts through the wash on occasion

Perspective is everything

Elton John is a sign

Going with the flow gets you somewhere; worrying doesn't

I have some of the best friends in the world

Everything changes in time; everything except memories

The WNN tape is in the vending machine

Jackie is my emotional dumping ground

Don't try to find yourself in someone else

I learned how to love respectfully

Trust and self-assurance leads to happiness

If life were a box of chocolates, I wouldn't have one.

Things I still don't know:

Where the money went
Where my money went
Why certain people talk
Why I still where my hair up a lot
When we're going to change buses
What the color of the day will be tomorrow
Why certain people date cardboard boxes

I still don't know exactly why I love my friends and family, I just do.

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 21:22:58 GMT

I'd like to make a few apologies.

Erin, I'm sorry for making mean comments about you. I'm sorry this whole thing had to escalate into such a go-for-the-throat ordeal. I don't think you're a bitch. I just didn't want to deal with it anymore. I will have you know that I said nothing more to Robin than what I already mentioned. I wasn't plotting against you. I was just mad because I didn't know why you'd even bother coming to my party that day at all. And I didn't understand why you talked to me at work that day. I apologize for the misunderstanding. The other day at CPR re-certification reminded me of what good times we used to have. Even if you chose to forget the friendship, you can't forget the memories we had this past summer.

Bryan, I'm sorry for saying those things about you too (those in zack's journal). I don't really know how this has anything to do with you. I thought it was between Erin and I. Hell, I don't know how anyone else got dragged into this but me. But for whatever happened between us, whatever went wrong, whatever was said, I'm sorry. I liked being friends with you.

I also apologize to anyone else who got dragged into this, especially Suman, Zack, and Chris.

I thought our friendships were all worth more than a few lousy LiveJournal comments, but I guess not. Nobody even put up a fight. It could have been worked out, but no one wanted to bother. That, to me, is the sad part.

Since I'm the one who allegedly started it, I'm going to try and fix it. In the end if we're friends, not friends, worst enemies, best friends, at least I can say I tried.

Tue, 28 Dec 2004 18:55:39 GMT

-steels from everybody else-

Name: Kala

Late nights: 350

Days overslept: 22

Injuries from cooking: 4

Broken bones: 0

States visited: 7

Eclipses seen: 1

Jewish celebrations attended: 0

Cars totaled: 0

Video Games beaten: 0? 1?

Software programs stolen: 2

Heartbeats: a lot

Headphones Broken: 2

Toys stepped on: 21

Papers written: probably around 15-20

Dinners ruined: 6

Death Threats Received: from Jackie, and her "DIE"s, probably hundreds

Friends Gained: a few

Curse words used: 3,000 +

Blunts rolled: 0

Jury Duties Skipped: 0

Late-term Abortions: 0

Hours spent Watching Lord of the Rings: 3. and I wasn't watching most of the time.

Footsteps taken: many

Inches grown: .2

Pints of blood given: 0

Fights participated in: arguments? Lots. Physical fights? 0

Jobs Lost: one or two

Snowmen made: 3

New Sports attempted: 0

Google searches: 1,000 +

Windows shattered: 0

Chairs Destroyed: 2

Sleepless nights: 167

Online Surveys taken: 41

Campfires started: 4

Gun shot Wounds: 0

Jehovah?s Witnesses Turned away: 0

Star wars Movies seen: 0

Circuits Blown: 0

Hamburgers eaten: 8

Flu Shots received: 0

Showers taken: 411

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 23:48:37 GMT

I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas.

I don't think I'll ever forget Christmas this year, marked by the eruption of unstoppable laughter between Jackie and I during the singing of "Silent Night" at midnight mass on Christmas Eve, as Jackie, Chris, Keri, the twins and I sat in the second row. I will only say this: "holy face."

I think I gave Jackie the best present I've ever given anyone. I realized the extent of my creativity at 3 AM on Christmas Eve (technically, morning), as I came up with the brilliant "packaging" for her present.

The most useless thing I think I've ever recieved in my life was given to me this Christmas. Yes, that's right: a radio pen.

Some of my favorites included the Golden Girls first season on DVD, and this rediculous mini trampoline (about 40" across) that I found myself "getting down" to techno Christmas music [DJ Kris Kringle] on.

The thing about this Christmas was that I got to spend it with all the people I love, not just my family. Thanks Jackie, Ugs, Marga the hut, Brittany, Gaga, Jackie's g-ma, Chris, Bib, Ed, Chris' sibs, and my family.

Hope everyone has a great break!

Oh yeah, of course it decides to snow when we're already out of school. That stupid sky. Damn him!

A message for all

Thu, 23 Dec 2004 03:53:59 GMT

Christmas is about showing your friends, family, and acquaintences that you care about them; even if it means swallowing your pride. Christmas is about forgetting about the past confusion or hate and putting it behind you. For anyone I've hurt, for anyone I've offended, for my old friends who no longer choose to be my friend, for anyone who's hurt me, for anyone who's been consumed by impulse or hate, and for anyone I haven't given a chance: I'm sorry and I forgive all. I hold no grudges.

Merry Christmas everyone. May your hearts be filled with truth and love: the most important things in life.

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 01:10:20 GMT

GUESS WHAT? I got into college!!! I got into Quinnipiac... and I'm really excited! It was my second choice. Now I just need to hear back from the other five. I should know all of them by mid Jan. :)

Anyways, Friday at the Providence Place mall was awesome! It was a tough drive coming into the city, but other than that it was really fun. I have to say though, getting lost in Providence, trying to find I-95 south, was an experience!

"Oh look, it's a cop! Chase him! We need directions!"
Chris- "Airy Een dor da oy!!"
I had to leave old navy, chris had to leave H&M and sarah had to leave delia's to take shits!
"I'm gonna wake up and we're gonna be in Montana!!"
Me: "We're gonna end up in new Jersey!"
Jackie: "You have to go through CT to get to NJ. you can't go through the ocean"
"we can't go east, it'll bring us to the ocean!"
later: "I picture the road going right into the ocean, on a slant"

"Chris might have gotten murdered in the bathroom!"
Jackie flirts with ALL male cashiers.

We have to do trips more often!!

CHRISTMAS IS IN 6 DAYS!!!!!!

I have to make a cheesecake for Jackie, and two cakes, so Chris can eat one of them!!!

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 19:19:43 GMT

Wow. I have not written in this thing in a looong time. Too lazy.
-steals from bryce-
Here's a survey thing.

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
drove alone.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for
next year?
Nope. But i'll probably make more and not keep them, as happens every year

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
No.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
no.

5. What countries did you visit?
canada

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
I'm not sure. more fun.

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
here are some:
Jan 1
Jan 2
Jan 8
Jan 9
Jan 11
Jan 26
Feb 1
Feb 16
March 26
April 26
May 7
May 17
June 9
June 10
June 12
June 30
July 1
July 2
July 3
July 4
July 31
Aug 12
Aug 27
Aug 30
Sept. 6
Sept. 22
Oct. 16
Oct. 17
Nov. 6

9. What was your biggest failure?
failure to be stable last winter

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
not really. I had strep throat last week.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Best thing I bought? Umpa bought my digital camera... probably that.

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
I'm not sure

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
well, there are no secrets here. this doesn't count for the whole year, but at one point or two (or hundreds) in time the following people made me appalled and/or depressed:
my mother
safi
keri
bryan
erin
bryce
malana
chelsea
jess m.
kelly
jaime
jamie b.
becky
aaron
harris
there might be more but i don't remember. and if i don't remember, obviously it wasn't that serious

14. Where did most of your money go?
best buy. cds. dvds. subway. food. dunkin donuts.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
there were quite a few things... they probably all include boys (not sexually).

16. What song(s) will always remind you of 2004?
lottttts! I'm going to start from the beginning

someday- nickelback
invisible- clay aiken
everything- fefe dobson
the reason- hoobastank
mad season- matchbox 20
can't fight this feeling- reo speedwagon
The Remedy (i won't worry) - jason mraz
with you- jessica simson
rythym of my heart- rod stewart
black velvet- allanah myles
burn- usher
songs about rain (don't know artist)
something to talk about- bonnie raitt
accidentally in love- counting crows
turn me on
heaven - los lonely boys
wish it would rain down- phil collins
one thing- finger 11
echo- trapt
don't you forget about me- simple minds
white houses- vanessa carlton
there are so many more too!

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

a) happier or sadder?
MUCH happier

b) thinner or fatter?
probably the same

c) richer or poorer?
mmm.... i didn't have a job this time last year... but now I do..so richer i guess

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
school work...

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
worrying, being depressed (in the beginning)

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
at home with my family and friends (and by friends, i mean probably jackie and chris)

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
nope

23. How many one-night stands?
oh, too many to count.

24. What was your favorite TV program?
The Nanny reruns!!! and american idol!

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
i don't hate anyone

26. What was the best book you read?
wuthering heights

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
i got hardcore into the 80s this summer!

28. What did you want and get?
well, there were quite a few people... hahaha

29. What did you want and not get?
there was this one person...
HAHA

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
I'm not sure...

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I had a party almost two months after my bday. I turned 17

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
hmmm... that would be mean

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
it improves every year

34. What kept you sane?
jackie and chris (recently), my car, work, getting out of the house, the sun, jennings, and most of all: music (esp the 80s!)

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Fancy? CLAY AIKEN!

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
sadly, the elections

37. Who did you miss?
I missed my friends and people who changed a lot this year. I want the old ones back!

38. Who was the best new person you met?
john sauter

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004
don't be dependant on boys. be independent, or if you're gonna depend on anyone, make it be your close friends (girls)

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind

-gavin degraw "I don't wanna be"

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 01:45:45 GMT

Pack of Beasts:

Kala (me)- First Beast, Mother Beast, Hungry Beast
Jackie- Boobless Beast, Your Mom Beast
Chris- Iced Tea Beast, Buttsekz Beast
Zack- Mini Beast, Pootah Beast
Millie- Beastly Beast
Krystyn- Pink Beast
Bryan- Ear Beast
Susan- Hairy Beast
Chelsea- Anti Beast
James- Sexy Beast
Suman- Hindu Beast, Holla Beast
Bryce- Part Beast
Rouba- Hummus Beast
Casey- Brow Beast
Chantell- Cantaloupe Beast
Seth- Super Beast
Erin- Missing Beast
Robin- Musical Beast
CJ- BJ Beast
Keri- Stubby Toed Beast
Marybeth- Foghorn Beast
Aaron- "oh look at me I'm a dumb beast!" (former Fluffy Beast, but was stripped of his title)

In order to be worthy of keeping your Beast name, you must continue to be associated with me.

Beastly elements:

.6- Beast Handshake
18/10- Gay Beasts Honor
.00195- Beasts Honor

Title .009:

The Beast Property of Equality states that:
Everything=Something ----> Something= Beast
Therefore, everything is a Beast.

If you want to be a beast, and you're not on the list... Let me know, and you'll be GLADLY added.

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 01:43:22 GMT

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 01:33:51 GMT

Beast Names:

Kala (me)- First Beast, Mother Beast, Hungry Beast
Jackie- Boobless Beast, Your Mom Beast
Chris- Iced Tea Beast, Buttsekz Beast
Zack- Mini Beast, Pootah Beast
Millie- Beastly Beast
Krystyn- Pink Beast
Bryan- Ear Beast
Susan- Hairy Beast
Chelsea- Anti Beast
James- Sexy Beast
Suman- Hindu Beast, Holla Beast
Rouba- Hummus Beast
Casey- Brow Beast
Chantell- Cantaloupe Beast
Seth- Super Beast
Erin- Missing Beast
Robin- Musical Beast
CJ- BJ Beast

If you want to be a beast, and you're not on the list... Let me know, and you'll be GLADLY added.

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 18:38:24 GMT

I have not written in this beast for a long time. I guess I haven't had time for anything other than swimming, school, work, and seeing people. I guess I'm not going to have my birthday party on the ninth. Erin wanted to go to Robin's band classic. Millie won't be around... and now it seems to close. I think I'm going to wait until November to have the beast. I'm debating over whether or not I should go to homecoming. I don't really want to, but I think it might be fun if a group of us got together and did something.

I'm so dead. and tired. and sick of swimming. and sick of work. and sick of school. It's sad when you come in late because you had to write an article in the morning, and IT'S ONLY THE THIRD WEEK IN SEPTEMBER!

-sigh- hopefully Jackie, Aaron, Chris and I are going to the switchfoot concert. I kinda want to do a 6 flags trip before it closes at the end of Oct. I really want to do the BC (not blinky chris) next friday... it was fun!!!!!!!

Ahh, must eat, take a nap, clean my room, and then start my plans for tonight.

I shall speakith to all later.

Sat, 18 Sep 2004 22:46:22 GMT

Oh my God. I can't even believe it. I have been looking for the Amy Grant "Heart in Motion" CD for a long time. A very long time. Everytime I go to Best Buy, Wal Mart, Super Wal Mart, Strawberries, and FYE, I look for it. Everytime Chris goes to any of those places, HE looks for it. Today, while going through the used CDs at strawberries looking for a Phil Collins cd, I found it. Multiple copies. It was under $5. I was in shock. I bought a Genesis cd new, a phil cd used, an eric clapton cd used, and the amy grant cd.

EXCITING! :) :) :) :) :)

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 21:25:54 GMT

I haven't really put my classes up, so I will now! They're pretty good.

A- multiracial... that class is SO awesome so far... I really like Mr. Laudone. I have rouba, and suman. I know pretty much the whole class. I sit next to billy and steve redhead. They're pretty cool. Joey marino sits behind me -gags self- it's a preppy class

B- JOURNALISM IS THE BEST!!!!!!! jackie, zack, suman, bryce, alan!

C- humor is good... it's going to be hysterical because Alan is in it. Other than that, millie and matt pappa. ! :)

D- math.. icky ick icky. me and josh fishbone are the only semi- intelligent people in that class. it's pathetic.

E- french!! millie, krystyn, junior boy is cool but i don't know his name yet. izzy's brother is in there too.

F- off!

G- ahh mr. serra's class is the best! jackie, suman, robin, cj, i started talking to kelly kardys in my f channel senior lounge.. she's cool. BRETT IS IN THERE> he's wicked funny